Category Archives: mental disorders

Time for a change

Have you ever been in a room full of people and felt completely alone? I don’t know what’s going on with me but lately I have been feeling alone….even when people surround me. I hope I’m not starting to relapse back into my depression. It usually starts like this. *sigh* I need to focus on more important things.

I need to find my way back to God. I have been slipping lately. Satan has been attacking me non stop. I know that once I get my life straight with God this whole “alone” feeling will disappear. 🙂 I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and stop believing that God has abandoned me. It’s the opposite. I have abandoned God. And it’s time to make a change.

God is so good. Isn’t He?

Bipolar Christian

Christians suffer from mental disorders as well. It irks me to no end when people claim that depression and other disorders are from a lack of faith. Lack of faith? Are you kidding me? Just because I’m a Christian does not excuse me from worldly problems.

I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2008. Once the initial diagnosis was made, everything started to make sense! My erratic mood swings, the constant depression and sadness, the anger. Oh the anger! It wouldn’t take much to set me off.

Now, through Christ and medication, I am coping with my disorder. I still have my down days but they are nothing like they used to be.